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Juliet

by Signal Valley

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I don't want to be king I don't want treasure, no matter what wealth it will bring Spare me your power and glory Don't write me into your stories I don't want to be king I don't want to be queen Don't want to watch over mountains and forests and seas Spare me your castles and conquests It's not worth my time, and I do need my rest I don't want to be queen Think of the hours I'd spend in my tower alone Maybe it's not all that different from my life at home I don't want to be ruled You're in charge but I'm living large, who's the fool Don't tell me how you made it to the top You ran on an empire and paid off the cops I don't want to rule Send me to outer space, I'll find my place on the moon Lonely and desolate, not too far off from my room I just want to be free The singers, the dancers, the painters, why can't that be me? Sing me a chorus to let myself go Go to the places the canvas will show I just want to be free
2.
Were you expecting a river of blood at your doorstep today? Did the gates of hell open, and Satan himself said “enjoy your stay”? The thunder and lightning gave life to the monster that you ignored It’s tearing down buildings, breaking their windows, and so much more When the world around you crumbles, and you haven’t got a clue It’s best to take shelter on the toilet seat blues The stress of the world has gotten you curled up in a ball You’re seeing faces laughing at you in the ceilings and walls You’re trying to run but it feels like you’re stuck in 60 pounds of shit You can’t go to sleep because your brain’s on repeat, you’ve had enough of it Your nights are going nowhere, what more are you to do Why not bang your head against the toilet seat blues When all you see is tragedy and terror in the news Release what’s filling you up in the toilet seat blues
3.
Depth Charge 04:04
You can’t hide forever, you can’t run away Your worries will follow you through the days You can’t just wait for your body to decay There is no escape Everything that you regret about your past is coming back to bite you on the ass. Sinking to the bottom of the ocean Overcome with contradicting emotions Entering a state of remotion Isolate yourself Lock your bedroom door and cry.
4.
Restart 03:41
Thought I was gonna make the team Thought I had a reason to dream Thought I had it all worked out Thought I had the leading role Thought I had accomplished all my goals Thought I had things under control Then it fell apart Freezing up my heart Going cold from head to toe What is life without challenges Stagnant, middle of the lonely road Face to face with your enemies Move on in life but not too easily Time to go through the motions Time to dive into the ocean And swim somewhere very far from here Nothing against the place I’m in now But I worry that I’ll never get out Change of scenery, a brand new point of view Then I’ll find a home One to call my own Prepare myself for my new life alone Thought I had something else to say
5.
I'd been feeling pretty useless lately So I went down to the shore I took a walk by the seaside, and thought I might explore What lurks underneath the surface I dove deep into the water and swam for a little while I felt the floor beneath my feet, I would've swam for miles If only you could join me next time Into the sea we go Into the depth below Into the great unknown The calming presence of the ocean floor, the roaring of the tides The schools of fish, the screeching seagulls, and wherever the crabs hide I could settle here and live my life Sometimes I feel the need to free myself from modern love I have no faith in anybody ruling the skies above But here it’s just me and the beach I don’t want to drown I just want to escape all the sights and sounds That make me cold and anxious
6.
Just a Dream 04:53
It’s 3am, I still haven’t gone to bed Too many thoughts run amok inside my head What’s in my future, distant and near? Is it warranted to fear? I fall asleep to my own anxiety Rock the boat enough to plunge into endless sleep What’s on the bottom, will I found out Or will I wake up too soon? It’s just a dream, all things unseen Wake up and you will forget everything It’s almost noon, eyes open but still in bed Trying to recall the adventures in my head
7.
“Man” of the hour, star of the show The curtain is rising, are you ready to go? Entertain your friends, good times never end And when you show up late, you know they’ll understand At least that’s what you hope they will do Maybe it’s your worries bottled up inside you Don’t worry, you’ll be fine, just do what you know You’re the “man” of the hour, the star of the show Schedule is cleared, more room for fun Careful you don’t misfire and jump the gun Calm impulses down, don’t act like a clown You’re not too bad at pissing off everyone around I know it’s in your head that the spotlight’s on you And everyone will cry for more at everything you do Reality’s checking in, you’re part of the pack Just smile and wave, so they can’t see the cracks Don’t you know, you’re never gonna be onstage Just a member of the audience in this sweltering cage Time to de-stress, pop out for a bit Before your thoughts all go to shit See someone you know, nod and say hello Find a spot for solitude, don’t let your cracks show The facade is a little too odd Your friends are catching on that your behavior’s a fraud Don’t worry, it’s fine, go back to the crowd I’m just up here because I think the music’s too loud
8.
Raise a glass to the biggest ass in the room Gloating and quoting his favorite TV show It's one I used to watch a lot But it was quite a while ago He walks over to me and gets my name wrong He's known me for a while at this point Should I entertain his ego Fuck it, I'll flip a coin Make a toast to the person who cares the most About people who don't care about her back She needs to find a new scene It's not a personal attack I know what she really wants to be I know what she wants deep down But right now she's playing a character Putting on her best clown Look at you, feeling your way around the house Who put you in charge of matchmaker Bouncing around the different crowds of conversation You don't even like the bands You're only here for shaking hands Three cheers to my friend in tears She wasn't expecting there to be such a crowd The lights are flashing a little too bright And the music's playing a little too loud I take her outside and walk her home She has big plans the next day I drop her off and head to my place And dream the night away
9.
I went for a walk, to see what I could find Walking through the sprawling networks Forests by the roadside and I Kept on walking into the night I couldn’t see what was in front of me Streetlights kept me on the course to Where I thought that I was headed Not a single soul in sight Came about after September Mere illusion, misremembered The sun came up, and I was on the ground Not sure how I got here but I know damn well this isn’t home Fields of nothing surrounding me Amidst the null, a single rose Then clouds filled the sky, a raindrop struck my eye
10.
Dance the night away with me Hold me closer, dear Strangle all your anger Dry up all your tears The full moon in the night sky The perfect ambience Let go of all that’s in your head And let’s dance Silhouettes of lovers by the shoreline These are the best days that we’ve seen Not a color around us Still feels like a dream Summers in the sunlight Autumns in the grass Winters waiting for the snow to pass Where does time go After the last tango
11.
Euthanasia 03:15
We went through so much together, but somehow none at all We’d catch the other one if we happened to fall For every ceiling broken, we hit another wall Such tragedy to let our friendship suffer on its own So I killed it myself, and found my way back home Such a shame, it didn’t last as long as we’d hoped At least we didn’t have to see each other on the rope We tried everything, but it never came across As anything but a Bandaid where the arm had fallen off I’m sorry but now I think we’re better off apart

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"The singers, the dancers, the painters, why can't that be me?"

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released March 24, 2020

S. Valley: just about everything
Don DeWitt: engineering (drums, piano)

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